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| I think I am mental disorder.
Because I would talk to myself in the mirror
about random stuff
like..."oh my gosh...today is cold" "yea it is pretty cold"
and continue on with different topics
Do I need to go to see the doctor?
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| What is the purpose of life?
Why would my parents born me to this world?
Is that a total mistake?
My sister and I are so many years apart
why are they not satisfied and still made the decision to born me?
I am such a waste to the family?
I am not contributing
while most of time destroying
People said you need at least HKD 3 Million to raise a child
with or without inflation again?
Anyways, I am not only in HK
CAD are not cheap too
at least it would be much more expensive than HKD 3 Million?
If I were not in this world
I know my family could have at least save a lot of money
and they can do whatever they want
travelling, shopping etc
I could have lessen the burden
It's just that
I still haven't have the guts
Or....I'm just too in love with this world and do not want to leave?
Or....it's not yet the time? |
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| You have the choice of either hate me or despise me.
Yes. Because I admit. I admit I am a loser.
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